some people just really makes me.. hay..

i do not have a "close" relationship with them. i don't know if it's just me or because i really view their personality as.. unfair, not normal or i dislike it. sometimes, they become so loud na minsan nakakainis. pero for them, its okay. but when you do the same thing, its either they laugh at you or babarahin ka.
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they would tell you, bakit ka tahimik? bat di ka nagsasalita? pero kapag nagsalita ka, parang laging may mali sa sasabihin mo. you'll hear laughs na nakakainsulto.
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i can't actually hang out with them the whole day. its like, if you know a lot about them or if you are a "part of their group", they would talk to you and won't make fun of you. pero kapag minsan mo lang sila kasama, OP ka, we don't care. but i am trying to hang out with them para maintindihan ko sila. pero sa tagal na nakilala ko sila, ganun padin. pero gusto ko nman ung iba sa kanila, im not generalizing. ung mga ibang tao lang. yes, i am being distant. i am keeping myself away from them not because i don't like them but.. because i ALWAYS do not belong no matter what i do.
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pero thank God i still have friends who are really my friends. salamat.. :)