Neysuh On The Spotlight

It's like a breath of fresh air upon seeing this blog that I started out on May of 2006. That was six years ago! I had a couple of blogs but I think without this blog, I wouldn't be able to continue what I have on Tumblr. I tried a lot. Blogger, Multiply, Facebook and now I'm on Tumblr.

Upon seeing this blog and read the last entry I made last May of 2010, I realized how much I've grown as a person. It was just two years but there are a lot that changed since then. For the most part, Nayj and I are very much together and we still both have the same job. But this time, we are on a better place. God is really that good.

Aside from that, there are a lot of posts in this blog that really made me smile because of how stupid and naive I sounded at times. Haha. Well, it was my younger self, what would you expect? We never know what we would be years from now.

But really, if 2006-Nessa would meet the 2012-Nessa, I'm pretty sure she will be proud. I wonder what I would be like when I visit this blog again after a few years? I am very excited.

Visit my most up to date blog at http://neysuh.tumblr.com!

Updates!

Family.

My family is doing great. We're closer than ever. And because I go home once a week, I treasure my moments with them during weekends. I love Saturday or Sunday nights, lalo na pag nagkakayayaan mag-Starbucks sa Tagaytay. Dami napag-uusapan, super fun! Last Monday nung elections, nakakatuwa din ung sharing namin ng election experiences. Dahil Kuya Jop and I are new voters, we are in a different precinct with Ina, Ama and Kuya Mako. So ayun, nag-share ng experiences while voting. Buti na nga lang kasama ko si Kuya Jop while waiting in the long line. At least hindi ako nababagot.


Friends.

Madami akong namimiss na friends na hindi ko pa nakikita or nakakasama lately.

TUSK. We haven't bonded yet. Tuwing Sunday lang kami nagkikita, pati HI and HELLO lang. Miss ko na Tusk Night. :)

BFFS. Hindi padin kami ulit nagkikita, since March. :(

SONIOS. Hindi padin kami ulit nagkikita, since..? I can't remember our last get-together. And I'm trying to come up with an outing, pero laging hindi natutuloy. Kelan kaya? Hmm.


Work.

Work is fine. May mga moments na nag-iisip ka if you still see yourself doing what you currently do after five years. And with that, I don't have a definite answer. Right now, I'm still enjoying where I'm at. And I'm not the type of person who plans ahead. Siguro mga planning a week after lang, but longer than that, no. I want to enjoy the NOW, rather than worrying about the FUTURE. I've been a worry-rat when I was in college and now that I'm working, I'm slowly changing that because I want to enjoy life more. :)

Siguro kung lilipat man ako, dahil masyado ng malayo sakin ang Ortigas. Or I want a regular shift. But other than that, I'm still enjoying work.

Aside from my daily work, I am a part of the project's monthly newsletter as a contributor. So I'm enjoying writing as well :)


Nayj.

We're doing okay. He's still thinking of looking for another job.

Though now that I live near his place, we still get to see each other during weekends because of our schedule conflicts. But the good thing is, we can just call each other and meet during times that we are available. Now, I don't have to hesitate just because I live 2 hours away. Because now I live 15 minutes away. :)

I just wish that someday, he'll be able to introduce me to his family as his girlfriend. I've been waiting for five years. -_- When will that be?


Personal Life.

How am I? There are certain times that I'm confused, almost made stupid decisions. But I'm thankful that I didn't. Some things are just difficult to deal with, especially when it reoccurs once in a while.

Being alone in the condo sometimes help. I get to think about things a lot, even reenact what would happen if I do this or that. Yeah, I'm weird, I get it.

I just had a bitch mode encounter with this promo guy in Megamall. Those people outside the entrance, asking you if you have a credit card. You answer should be NO, even if you have one. If you say YES, they will tell you that you already won something, and you will go to their office to get them (a pillow, a tumbler and a bag), but they will let you stay for at least 45 minutes for.. I don't know. I bailed out before I even get to that part. When he didn't let me, I was a complete bitch to him and he let me go.

I think that guy is already calling me names when I walked out. O_O

I want to get married.

SOON.

Please don't make such a big deal on this post. I just saw this cute anime: Itazura no KISS.

Cute story. :) Which makes me inspired to say that I want to get married.

... when financial status permits. Haha. :)

Birthday Weekend

I'm excited because it's gonna be my birthday weekend.

I hope it's gonna be perfect :)

Feelings are Complicated

There's one thing I learned the past few weeks.

You don't choose who you fall or have feelings for.
It just... happens.

And with that, it's up to you on how you should handle the situation. No matter how hard or easy it is.