changing for the better

the last problem of my relationship with nayj is on how we spend time together.. because i usually ask for a date, with movies and lunch.. and then tambay muna type of dates. and then he likes to stay at home and play this online game, or watch this anime he's always up to date with.. or hang out with his tropa.. which is my tropa too..
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which makes it so clear that we really have a different personality. i can't help it but be bored when i am with his tropa and all they talk about is animes and gaming. i can easily hang out with guys and it's because i have two brothers and most of my cousins are also guys. pero sometimes it gets to my nerves and i miss having girltalks and stuff. sobrang nakakamiss. and i know that nayj would feel the same way if he was with me in a girl tropa. but then, i don't have a group to hang out with. i am stuck with them. not that i don't like to be stuck with them.. they are actually the best guys i've met. pero syempre babae ako. babae ako.
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i may laugh out with their green jokes, play their games, answer their problem-with-girls questions but i am.. still am a different specie. a female. so there are really stuffs that both of you cannot just give up to make a relationship last. i consoled him with this problem na before but what happens next is, he will put himself on my situation so that i could understand his. and then we'll fight coz i want him to see and realize my point.
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tapos this makes us close to breaking up. buuuut, it did not happen. it actually made us mature to understand both sides. minsan nga lang, i get this OA reaction whenever he won't text me because he's busy playing. i admit that.. clingy ako sometimes.. sorry sorry sorry.. i love you nigel!!
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and now, he's making it up to me.. this week, he has given me all his time. we ate dinner after class last tuesday, and then pumunta siya dito today, tumambay and stuff.. tapos we ate outside for lunch at nagsawa sa pagwiwindow shopping.. and then on saturday, we're going to watch a movie! installment date yan! hehehe.. pero okay siya, masaya.. and dalas kasi. kaya masaya ko. as in.. tapos alam mo ung feeling na sobrang pinapahalagahan ka ng tao.. tapos kapag naglalakad kayo, he always asks for your hand to hold. or when you are in a clothing store and if you touch a shirt to see if it's okay for you, he asks for your hand again.. hay, saya!! and then i was wearing a miniskirt kanina, he is behind me when we're going up sa escalator.. very gentleman..
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i love it.. i love him.. thanks God for NIGEL.. :)
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oh.. and before i forget.. malapit na mag December.. what does that mean?! it's our second anniversary of course! pero matagal pa yan.. hehehe.. pero para sakin malapit na. weh. ehehehe..