love just is.

When the night won't fall and the sun wont rise
And you see the best as you close your eyes
When you reach the top as you bottom out
But you understand what it's all about

Nothing's ever what it seems
In your life or in your dreams
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try making sense of you
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Love just is... whatever it may be
Love just is... you and me
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for... love just is
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When you ask to stay and disappear
It seems you're gone but you're really here
When every move seems out of place
But every kiss is filled with grace
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Some things never get defined
In your heart or in your mind
It don't make sense, what can you do
So I won't try making sense of you
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Don't ever ask me for reasons
I can't get to you
Don't ever ask me for reasons
Why I live for you... I just do

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whenever i have problems in school or at home, i always talk to nayj. that's why i call him my bestfriendboyfriend. he can be my labydabydoo or just a friend who would listen to everything i say. and sometimes, i can't even control what i say na minsan siya na nagsasabi na, "tama na, ang dami mo ng nakwento." pero that doesnt mean he doesnt want to listen anymore. kasi pag nagkwento ko, tuloy tuloy, walang preno, walang hinga. hehe.. sa kanya ko lang nagagawa un. super panatag loob ko.
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i may sound so cliche-ish but when you're in love, you feel so whole and complete. parang konting lapit niya lang sayo, it would immediately make you smile. a simple touch of my hair with his hands makes my whole body tingle. he simply makes me kilig even with a simple gesture. ang babaw ko sa ganyan, grabe. minsan ngingiti nlang ako ng walang dahilan tapos magtatanong siya, "bakit ka nakangiti?" ako nman, iiling lang sabay ngiti ulit. then he'll smile at me din. ayon, happy..
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minsan tlga hindi mo maintindihan ang love eh, how it makes you smile everyday, how memories seems to be memorable even if its just a cross on a street with him, a share of umbrella when the rain pours, a 30 minute meal, a 5 minute "what's our assignment for tomorrow?" conversation and a 5 second smile when he pass by the hall. it makes your heart beat fast, makes you sweat but still deep inside, you are happy..
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reasons why i love NIGEL? madamiiiiiii!! hindi ko kayang isulat dito lahat..
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don't ask me for reasons why i live for you.. i just do.