tough

i know i've been saying this for the nth time already but i really really want to graduate. being a mapuan is tough. your mind doesn't have time to rest at all. if not for the magic of meeting nayj, i may have transferred schools way back..
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since we already know our curriculum, kahit tapos na ung term, may kaba factor padin because you'll know what subjects you are going to take next term. omg, may thesis na ko next term concurrent with software engineering. kamusta nman? and the worst thing is, hindi kami puedeng gumawa ng thesis na nagamit ng database. kelngan gumwa kami ng algorithm.. panu un? huhuhu..
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bakit minsan, you give all your best for one thing.. inubos mo ung time mo, ung pagod mo, pati prayers andun na.. pero wala padin? is it really not meant for you? kahit na sobrang importante nun sayo? are your efforts not good enough? they say, you should not worry.. pero hindi mo nman maiiwasan because there are so many stuffs to do.. sobrang nerve-wracking ang pagiging third year sa mapua. all the pressures are on you. sheesh.
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dahil may hang-over pa ang pagpunta ko sa bora, parang hndi pa handa yung mind ko mag-isip sa klase. pagpasok ko kasi may quiz kagad kami. but i was able to review nman. nadalian nga ko sa quiz.. :) yehey!! hehe.. pero madami padin akong worries. so help me God.. :)