blah blahs. nonsense.

as usual, alam na namin na wala kaming professor every monday. so nayj went here sa bahay.. :) hanging out lang, watch tv, at nag-play ng playstation games sa pc.

this week, idedefend na namin ung system namin. confident naman kami that we can defend it well. pati ilang beses namin inulit un kaya sobrang saulo na namin lahat kung pano gagawin. isa lang ang hindi, ung search functionality. wala kami nun e, so siguro un lang magiging problema. but all in all, okay naman siya.

tomorrow, magbabasa kami ng reaction paper na ginawa namin sa Rizal. parang declamation kaso nga lang, nagbabasa ka. ganun kasi gusto ng professor namin para daw sa oral proficiency. nagsisi tuloy ako na mahaba ung ginawa kong reaction. hehe.. i have to read a long one.

two more weeks and our term is done. ayoko nga magbakasyon e. as usual, walang quality time with nigel. the only time we'll see each other siguro is sa araw na magbabalak mag-Splash Island ang tropa tsaka sa birthday ko.

oops, speaking of my birthday, dalawang buwan na lang. almost one month na nga lang e. bente na ko!! okay lang naman sakin maging bente kasi may karamay na naman ako. pati bente na naman si nayj, okay lang un. i am kind of scared to grow up pero at the same time, kind of excited to feel that way. weird no?

i can feel my maturity whenever i go to the mall. i don't go to shops that i used to look at when i was in high school. then when i look back at my pictures, sobrang ang baduy baduy ng porma ko before. buti na nga lang hindi natuloy ung pagiging punk-whatever ko dati. haha. hanggang chuck taylors lang ako, hinto na tayo don. un ung mga panahong hindi pa ko girly. hehe.. ngayon girly na.

hmm.. bakit nga ba ko naging girly manamit? first of all, i had this hollywood stars obsession before. i watch E! News on etc, The Insider, The Daily 10 and i always search for hollywood names on the internet. i always look at their paparazzi pictures and see what clothes they wear. namely, paris hilton, lindsay lohan, hilary duff, nicole richie and the olsen twins. dun ko nakuha ung pagsuot ng skinny jeans. i actually can't wear flared jeans that well anymore. pati ung loose blouses, dun ko din nakuha. fashion icon ko sila. hehe.. and i think one factor is being in a school with no uniform. dun ka kasi nag-eexperiment ng identity mo sa pananamit. that's where you express your personality. kaya my parents don't understand why i buy clothes that often, even my brothers... or maybe because guys really don't like clothes so much. kasi si jop and mark, konti lang damit nila tapos naghihiraman pa sila. minsan nga, alternate nila nasusuot ung isang damit every sunday, which is the only time they can wear casual clothing. forever na sila may dress code.

naiisip ko tuloy pag may work na ko.. kaya nga ung mga damit na binibili ko lately, sinisigurado kong may formality para magamit ko in the future. sabagay, October pa naman un. hehe..

why can't i find the perfect shoes?? ang tagal tagal ko ng naghahanap... waaaa!!