happy puso!! *kilig!*

i'm here at our computer laboratory, feeling bored and not in the mood as usual. it's valentines day today. later, nayj and i are going to watch a movie. yipee! kaya nga wala na ko sa mood maggawa ng mga activities dito, mejo excited ako. haha. wala lang, it's been a while since we've watched a movie together. last one was yung Night at the Museum. oops, recent padin pala un. hehe.. pero para sakin ang tagal na.

until now, hindi padin ako nakakaipon ng pera for new shoes. kasi last week may ipon ako but that was spent on my birthday gift for nayj. binilhan ko siya ng 512MB USB. tapos binigyan niya ko ng laptop bag para daw hindi na ko mahirapan. ang cute nga e, hindi ko naman birthday pero he gave me a gift. hehe.. sweet lang. :)

hindi pala ako nakapag-blog nung birthday ni nayj no? mejo busy kasi kami nun e. bihira na din ako makapag-blog ngayon. paminsan minsan na lang din. hindi din kami nakapag-date nun kasi dahil sa schedule namin. tapos that week was midterms week so mejo ngarag pa isip namin to think of having dates. but now is a right time. hehe.. sana hindi mashadong madaming tao mamaya. at sana may magandang movie.

nayj may not be that type who would send you flowers on valentines day, give you chocolates or a letter telling you how much he loves you but he still can express how much he does love me. parang he does not have exert much effort on buying material things or having romantic dinners basta magkausap lang kami, nagkukulitan, nag-aasaran, enough na un for a good day for both of us. kaya nga i always look forward for a day with him. kaya kapag bakasyon, malungkot ako. miss ko kagad e..

anyway, kamusta naman ang school?? eto, mejo busy na. kaya naman namin ang project kaso our professor for software engineering expects to have great documentation of our project which is really hard to do. lalo na, hindi niya tinuturo un. all he teaches is programming pero when checking the project, he focuses more on the docu. what more pag thesis na?? waaa!

expect to read on this blog more reklamos until the end of the year. ang hirap din pala talaga kapag may nag-eexpect ng madami sayo. you have to do everything right.. pero okay lang din kapag pinupuri ka nila sa mga ginagawa mo. buti na lang din they are very understanding whenever i do not understand fully everything in some of my subjects. very supportive naman ang parents ko e kaya lang since i maintained good grades since i was in grade school, yun padin ang ineexpect nila from me.

things juggling on my mind:
1. thesis
2. OJT
3. i can't do my thesis and having OJT all at the same time!
4. work.. ack! sabi ko dati, gustong gusto ko na mag-work. pero ngayon na mejo malapit na, natatakot ako. hindi nman sa wala ako sa mood mag-work. pero natatakot ako sa mga interviews, sa mga responsibilities na ibibigay sakin, at ung fact na kaming tatlo nlang magkakapatid ang matitira sa bahay. can we handle it?
5. to bring positivity, valentine date namin ni nayj! :)