Cycle

finally, my first term as a third year has already ended. but its not as if i am going to have such a long break right after that. next week would be my enrollment and the next, its first day of school again. actually, i just realized that i am tired already. it seems like my school life is just a cycle. .enrollment online, enrollment in school, first day of classes, cramming, stressed, final exams, thanking-for-another-blessed-term and tada! it goes over and over again.. just like an infinite loop, a symbol with a kleene star on top of it.
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but my school life as a cycle is not really that boring. people may seem to ask me how my quarterm-stress have caused me. and telling me that my slim body is the result of the mapuan-sickness. but actually, i am not at all sick and super stressed. i am healthy and happy. i may complain but that doesn't mean that i have no time to sleep and have fun because of school work. i still have time to go out and relax. some people won't even understand and i know some won't be able to withstand the fact of being a mapuan. but i am proud that i was able to survive.
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i mean, 50 percent of my blockmates when i was still in first year disappeared in our school right after two terms. some people went abroad, others switched schools and others were.. kicked out for a very very low grade. i am thankful that even though i didn't had a chance to be a scholar, i still have grades that i can be proud with. the weird thing about our school is we do not have dean's list ek ek chuva. so i don't really have something to look forward to in the end of every term. what i really look forward to is GRADUATION.
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my after college is still blurry in my imagination. i still have no idea where i would go but i would definitely look for a job right after i graduate. i am excited about earning money and i do not want to just stay at home doing nothing. i wanna be productive so that i would be able to help my parents in our bills and stuff. and once i graduate, i know that it would be a big relief to my parents. i really really have an expensive tuition fee. and i know that its been bugging them for three years already. i am so thankful that my parents did not give up on me.
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anyways, i am so excited about tomorrow. bugoys would be coming over. and we're going to cook and bum around! eto masaya kapag tapos na ang term, hndi kasi kasama sa cycle.. nangyayari nlang tapos super saya.. thank God for my friends..