mixed stuffs

bad thing was, i can't post the pictures because the infrared was borrowed today by marxi. i forgot to transfer it before they left. we watched Stay Alive kanina, nagswimming din kami at nagsaya! i actually have my period today pero buti nlang patapos na so i was able to swim nman. and funny thing, si djonder ilang beses nag-attempt mag dive hndi nman natuloy.. pano ba mag-dive? hndi padin ako marunong!!
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we had fun, puro tawa at DOTA. i admit, marxi is a great DOTA player. ayaw kitang makalaban ever!!
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i had tan lines kanina!! or was it just a 20 minute tan? kasi ganun ako eh, pag tingin ko sa mirror meron tapos maya maya, wala na. parang nabigla lang ung skin ko coz DUH? i am already tan. this makes me wanna crave for boracay!! gusto kong mag-ipon pambili ng bagong bikini! pero.. san nman ako bibili? sa tomato lang nman may murang bikini and it's not summer yet! tuwing summer lang sila nagbebenta ng bikini.. too bad. sana makabili ako.
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anyways, last month, i saw osan, my elementary barkada, did a segment in unang hirit for arabian fashion stuffs. i think she's taking up clothing technology in UP, or any course related to that. its actually the 3rd course i would like to take. i'm so proud of her and she's so pretty on tv. and on monday, she's going to appear again. watch it, it's about buttons stuff nman. the segment would run at 6.30-7.30am.
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ako kaya? when would my biiiiiiig break be? haha.. yeah, i'll honestly say that i also wanna appear on tv. back then when i was in grade school, i was acting in front of the mirror, breaking down and saying dramatic stuff. it was soooo hilarious. i can actually laugh at myself right now. remember when i said i wanted to be a singer? i still do.. but in a band. i don't wanna be a diva coz my voice isn't diva-ish. but if not, that's okay.. :)
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laugh at this idea but ohhhh yeahhh, i wanted to be a model. a runway model, to be exact. i always watch myself in the mirror and walk in a straight line around the house. i am so dreamish when i was a little girl. already fashionable when i was a kid. haha! now? well, i wanna appear on a magazine.. cover girl? yeah, i wish.. i was actually tempted to join a contest on candy magazine when i was in high school. it was a search on a cover girl for a certain month. but, i wasn't confident enough and i do know that they are more interested on mestizas, chinitas and anyone with a white, super white skin. i haven't even saw any unfamous morena pose for a magazine cover. or if they are morena, it's either they are already famous or their dad, mom, brother or sister is already famous. why are filipinos more interested with other breeds? why don't they like their OWN.
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but well, enough with being on the limelight. i still wanna be an ordinary girl.. i like it this way.. imagine being chased by paparazzi all day? yeah right, as if that would happen to me. imagine if you're nicole richie, paris hilton, hilary duff or lindsay lohan for a day? so hard.. but so much money to spend. shop shop and shop!! :D
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malapit na mag-christmas!!! i want:
1. shoes - anu bang tawag sa sapatos na parang ballerina flats pero may butas sa toes? basta ganun ang gusto ko eh. hehe.. and nayj told me he'll buy this for me. pang anniv at christmas gift. hurray!!
2. bag - gusto ko ung mala-crystal na bag. ung shining shimmering na puedeng pang sophisticated look at puedeng pang casual look.
3. skinny jeans - i've been looking for it on all ukay-ukays because this is an old fashion stuff. meron akong nakita but i'm still saving my money dahil baka mag-mura siya. and this goes with my #1 list.
4. bunch of blouses - need them for school. hehe..
5. N6270 with 512MB memory - when? o when?!
6. a new haircut - i want to see change on me.
7. dangling earrings - P50 each pair sa glorietta. hehehe.. pero parang hndi siya cheap at all.
8. underwear - for a fresh start. hehe..
9. mini skirt - i am always looking for it everywhere but i can't find the perfect ones on sale. kahit ukay ukay basta maganda, i will take it.
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ayan, 9 lang. pero i am hoping i would get any of these before december. i need to save, save save and save!! hay.. nakakapagod un.