confused.. >.<

nayj told me that he was disappointed when he found out that i'm not interested in my course anymore. kasi daw, bakit ngayon ko lang na-feel kung kailan malapit na kami matapos? i also asked that to myself. he also told me about having inspiration whenever i do something para may motivation ako at di ako tamarin. para sa kanya daw kasi, ako ung inspiration na un. sweet no? well, yeah, he also inspires me.. but not in doing computer stuffs but when i am writing. for example kapag nagbblog ako, kapag wala akong maisip siya ung binoblog ko. ganun..

writing talga.. grrrrr..

but if i pursued writing and went to DLSU-D, some of the things that happened now would not happen then. like my friends in mapua, ung mga commuting experiences ko, mga natutunan kong iba and most especially.. nigel. iniisip ko nga pati tinatanong ko si nayj. what if hindi ako pumasok dito? magmi-meet kaya tayo? well, i wish we still would. ang galing talga ni God on making stories of our lives. parang if you're going to rewind everything, you would still prefer yung mga nangyari padin ngayon. well, i don't really regret anything about it. ung course lang siguro. pero un nga, if i pursued writing, madaming di mangyayari.

iniisip ko nga din, maybe going to Mapua made me realize what really is my passion. sabi kasi dun sa survey na nakita ko, most of college students are not that 100% sure of their chosen course kahit na sila talaga ung pumili. noon di ko inintindi yon kasi i know that i really like computer science. tapos ngayon, kinakain ko na ung salita ko. hehe.. pero really, i am trying to like my course na din kahit mahirap. i tried to be patient on programming today. pero grabe, hindi kaya ng isip ko. mas okay pa mag-math kesa mag-program.

bilib nga ko kay nayj e, buong 4 hours ng lab namin, he's so focused on doing the program. he was also determined to finish the task kahit sa next meeting namin puede pa nmang gawin un. he's so sipag.. pwedeng pwede i-refer sa accenture. hehe.

God, kayo na po bahala sa future namin ni nayj.. :)