nabunutan na ko ng isang tinik

seems like everyone wants to go abroad. pressured nanaman ba ako? i don't know. parang going abroad scares me kahit na ilang years lang mayaman ka na.

i had great feedbacks from my mom. i emailed her just yesterday. i was so glad to hear these things from her..

Dear Anak,

Wow! You've really grown gracefully. I am amazed at the maturity I am reading between the lines. I am so proud that you are my daughter. Really, i find you beautiful not only physically but you know the whole of you is so beautiful in spirit as well. Keep that up. I do not want you to think ill of other people. That is not a good attitude to develop. And I am happy that you have developed such good behavior.

Do not be guilty on anything. Each of us happens to have our responsibility and it is our responsibility to be good parents and we do not expect anything back for that.Your responsibility is to do exactly what you are doing right now, work on your grades, contribute to your class, be a good person and a loving child. That is all we expect from you.

I have so much work. I did not realize that I am a big boss here. I have the whole training center, that is the program. It is good to be very busy. Otherwise, it can be lonely up here. The Afghans are beautiful people. It is so sad that they have to get into this war.

I love you and I will always be proud of you. Give my regards to Nayj and your friends in teh church Bituin and that tall girl, I forgot her name.

Love,
Ina

biruin mo un, nakalimutan niya pangalan ni olive. hehe. anyway, at least narinig ko na sa kanya ung 'do not be guilty' phrase. nawawala na ung pressure sakin. i like it that way. hehe..

i was close to losing one person in my life last saturday. thank God i didn't .. :)