i read my boyfriend's ex's blog. and guess what? she's still dreading about her past. all i can read about her is that she let him go, she misses him, it's all her fault, she's just pretending to be happy, etc..
actually, i am not mad at her anymore. i actually pity her because until now, she still can't find the happiness that she deserves. i hope one day she can..
anyways, almost all my batchmates are already having their thesis this term. they are too busy as always. but i can see that i can handle it. and our proposed topic was already taken, ung expert system for automotive. so i think we now have to shift into a pc buyers guide expert system. i really hope we can manage this thesis.
i find it hard to think about the future. especially when i think about our thesis and our ojt. i don't know if i can balance it. but i believe that i can. mejo nahihirapan nga lang ako sa subject priorities. mahirap kasi if you're an irregular student. gusto ko nga sana ihuli ang ojt ko. pero syempre nahihiya naman ako sa aking parents because they are "expecting" that i am graduating this october. ayoko din silang biguin.
sana pala hindi ko nalang sinabi na october ako ggraduate. kasi nga, baka hindi.. gusto ko nga sana two terms pa ang ieextend ko. pero un nga, they are still expecting. hehe..
pray for me nlang ha. i really hope i can handle this. hehe..